Weak at the knees

After some searching, some dead ends, I've managed to run into someone special. I'll call him L.

I don't know how special yet, I've yet to grade him. :).
Suffice to say that as we kissed in his car just a few minutes ago my knees would have given under me, had I not already been sitting down. And he gives me butterflies... isn't that great? Isn't that what we're always looking for, always chasing? I think so, our blessing and our curse..........

Also, I can say the whole movie just went by me, as I spent the 90 minutes just happy to be sitting next to him, feeling his energy. And those who know me well will know what a feat it is to pull my attention away from a screen!

There are potentially millions of questions, but I've decided that I won't approach any of them. I won't entertain them. For the first time in my life I'm going to follow what I've been preaching: we'll see where it goes. Without dramas, without anxiety and expectations, without desires and wishes apart from being happy and content in the moment, that moment you're living right now. Nothing else should come into it, as nothing else really matters.

Bye peeps, will let you know as and when things develop...

Lots of love,

S.